3.8.09


it's the second day of august. already. too fast to be true i reckon. the last 2 months felt like a dream, a brisk dream that i would wake up from on the 21st this month. i wonder whether has anyone ever thought that they were living a real life but wake up one day only to find that everything he thought was real life was actually just a really long dream. it'd be pretty zha-dao.

but anyway, it's soon to depart again. in approximately less than 3 weeks, i'd be in another part of the world, living a completely different life, having an entirely new set of friends, speaking a language that i seldom use. i get pretty fearful of what is yet to come when i think about all these shortcomings, erm no i meant, challenges. Yes, challenges would be a more appropriate (and positive) term. hurdles that don't kill you will only make you stronger right? besides, overcoming challenges is an intergral part of emotional and mental growth aye? okay, it seems that this girl is trying to give herself a lil bit of self encouragement to survive through this path of thorny journey. but hey, you can't blame a girl of being fearful of going to a completely foreign place to live life anew okay... show some mercy!

i guess the most painful part would be departing canada. i'll miss my family and friends here dearly, i'll miss the life here. i wonder if canada ever be a part of my future. would i ever come back and live here, or would i be in hong kong for the next thirty years? or perhaps the states? hummm...*thinking with all available brain juice*

ah forget about it! the drastic changes i've been through within the last half a year has taught me to live in the present, to appreciate what i have now, and to not plan too far ahead, cause honestly, how far can you plan? you never know what will happen tomorrow, or one month later for that matter.

but honestly, i can't help but wonder. okay i'm self-contradicting here.

anyhow, done with all the glum and confused feelings of mine *rolls up emotions and shoves it into the closet*

okay here are some random pictures taken here just to brighten up this post.